Have you seen my mind?

I seem to have misplaced it. Perhaps it was left on the patio and blew away in the last storm. Either way, I haven't been able to find it anywhere.

I guess I'll just get this thing started.

I set up this blog so that I would actually have a place where I can write down the ideas in my head that seem to bubble and churn like some horrible pool of fire you run across in one of the higher level zones in the World of Warcraft.

Facebook just isn't cutting it anymore.

I could post something like "I am really angry right now because I had a really shitty day, I'm lonely, and guys suck". Some friends might read it, or might post a comment about their shitty day, but that really doesn't express how I'm feeling.

I've been writing down thoughts for most of my life. Blogging isn't anything new to me, I've simply lacked the discipline to maintain any particular data set for extended periods of time. I suppose it's partially because I'm this incredibly insecure human with an angst ridden teenager hanging out in the dark corners of her mind, smoking bummed cigarettes and looking genuinely irritated. Of course, it's not cool to be an angst ridden teenager in an adult body.

People just think you're nuts.

I also have ADD, which provides great multi-tasking superpowers, and the ability to stay focused in the middle of a crisis. It also means I have the attention span of a squirrel and am continually distracted by activities that require less concentration than writing.

Anyway, I have something to say and I'm going to use this medium to do it.

Some entries might just be random babbling, other entries might be more serious. You, dear reader, might find humor in both (I hope so).